I AM LAME DEAR.SO DO YOU !!!!!!!!!!!

my driving course had started 2 days ago

watch carefully for the public bus ,they can stop as they like.

I fortunately have slammed aside them.
if not.
i don't even pluck my courage to think about themm.

yeahhh.

DRAGON BOAT FESTIVAL.
everyone loves bakcang.

loveeee :)

Photos :)

days are getting fast.

spend the weekends by joinig my class farewell at brastagi.
Have a short trip to simalem.
have to paid meticuluous attention to the jungle trekking
Not getting my spirit out.
Have a rock climbing at the funland
Love love love.

EARTH :)

do you wanna know why we get a lot of rain recently ?

in Primary six in Natural science subject,

maybe you had ever heard about

the green house effect

do you?
if you don't . Start googling now.

the green house effect cause the global warming now.

The biggest human fault is to ruined the forest.
That's loacated in Borneo and somewhere.

okey,
you still can chop the tree down.
It is legal under the law as long as you make a green planing again.

But The illegal logging-ster,
(It's how i called them )

defy and deny the law.
keep chopping down the trees.
ruining the wild habitates.

these guys are the people who should claimed to be responsible for this.

they are blameworthy.

Just because of their vicious acts ,

The small residents are their victims.

they have lost their source of living.

they have lost their place to shelter.

because of those BASTARDS

we have to blame out corrupt government.

Indonesia is a reflection of a democratic country.
but how if

it's officers are offenders?
how can they run the administration?

those culprit should be in jail now.
they should be under arrest,

and sentenced to death according to the law.


BUT WE CANNOT ALWAYS LOOK BACK AND REGRET ABOUT THE PAST. IT IS THE TIME TO US TO SHOW OUR CONCERN AND LOVE TO OUR GREEN EARTH.

DONT LET IT CRY AND HURT.


IT'S OUR DUTY GILDED WITH HONOR TO SAVE IT.

I AM ABTRACT IMPERSSIONIST

i agreed why some mommys don't like to do the house choirs all the time.
because those were so fatigue,tiring,exhausting.

and whatever.

IT IS LOGIC

but i felt so tired at home.

honestly .call me a potato couch !

MTv is my friends
The V channel is the one who I always listened to.

It's so unhealthy.

I am dying.

SHOOT ME NOW !

I went to sun.
with my mom.

no dress or anything today.
just a black specs.
NO NO.
it is not Ray ben.

:(

I wish it can be...

Jostling around

okey.
i officially announce that i am completely drawn into the holiday.
had a sleep over @ sylvia's.

yeah

i just checked my weight based on the BMI.
I was not too shocked to know that i am overweight.

but i totally won't go on diet.
I will do lots of exercise !

treadmill is just good.
yeah.




Adios bragaaa

Until know i don't understand how the story goes :(

some pictures of pictures.

to be a preppy one

all those lovely shoes , clothes ( the blazer ! ) , and hair brooches,make sure you will pay more :)

my conceptual inspiration

I REALLY LOVE TO DRESS UP

I LOVE LOTS OF CLOTHHES YEAH GLORY . I JUST FEEL I AM COMPLETELY FIT IN ME WHEN I'M INSIDE MY PREPPY SUIT.

WOW.

enough lets talk about UAS.
haha.
okey honestly this is the first time to me, to pass the day without concern about the outcome of my test.

the computer subject had killed everyone just now.
mentally shocked !

mandarin was quite easy.


I AM SINGLE AND I AM HAPPY WITH MY NEW FABULOUS STATUS

a long life trek (how to spell a correct trek?)

yesterday is a holy day for the buddhist.
burning incest is a must job.LOL.

the Vesak day were good yet hot .

I have just finished studying for tommorow test.
question.
when will our test be held?
what time?

I gonna ask my class monitor,
he is not my class monitor anymore no more no more.
because School had stopped.
yeah.

Pool awaits me now.
gonna change into wet suit.
dadahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



BALI : 39 days to go!

gempa?

katany tadi skitar jam 8 ada gempa ia.
tapi aku ngag rasa.
mungkin karena ada bawaan pusing pusing gitu ia.
tadi baru minum sup ayam.
tpi tetap migren.

tidur dulu ahhh.

I will try to add more colours in.

Days are killing for me now.

I am so exhausted to have a fake smile everyday on my face.

all of you never appriaciated me as what I am.

I've throbbed in pain by all of your negligence.
For the beginning, I thought that I can stand on myself.

you never know what is inside me.
Why this tears keep dropping down.

Maybe you just talk to me because the sense of pitiness.
I can feel there's no any affections left for me.

I want to being loved by everyone.

but i am devouted of the reassuring feelings.

I have tried to pluck up my courage to convince myself my friends dear me as well.

But is seems like a big NO if i keep holding this deception.

You talked and i realized that , I was not in the part of your conversation.

And for someone .
who i believed he can cheer me up,

I feel that i am not like dating .

You are acting like you are the everything for me.
you watch me scornfully full with your disdain and grimace,

fooling me around.
And I don't know what's wrong with me.

I keep telling you tons and mountainous advices for your good.

I know I'm too into your life,
I know I'm not a decent and proper girl like what you have wished before.

No wonder sometimes I can feel your hatred.
I know you sometimes detest me.
Although i feel it vaguely.

So,from now on.I bet you will never hear my voice talking and wailing more for your good.It's your own life and I don't have any rights to help you to make any decision.

....................................................................................



Yes,say I'm a coward,a dastard,a kind of cynical person,and a foolish demeanour owner
But it's exactly what i feel right now.

I just don't have someone who I can share about.

I was taken aback by everyone's negligence.
I hope that i can stand much longer.

I accuse myself of jotting down such stupid post.
but i can't stand much longer.

My tears have dried up and maybe I've felt much better.

and I am mocking and deriding myself.

have a nice day.
everyone.

laugh at me please .just know that i am a fool

today is a very gruesome day for me.

guess what??

I'm excited to add a widget ( i don't know either what widget is but the blogger says it as a widget,oke fine ) it's a facebook badge.

it said i have to revert to layouts,
and I forgot to backup my previous template.
and damn.

i'd ruined my blog.

i'm sooo lazy to search for a new skin/.
maybe someday.

my c-box,my buddies links and anything.
stupid.


hope u enjoy it with sincere.



( MAYBE I SHOULD JUST SHUT DOWN AND SIP MY SIPPY CUP NOW :( )

DAMN.

The Ruins

i just know you never dear me.
for all this time.

you just take me as your burden.

without you i can stand on my own feet.

I just need a little time to give a proof .

yeah.

CUPCAKEY :)

i just wanna tell you.

i've watched wolverine ( hugh jackman , i love you ) hahaa.
for 3 times.
and never stuck in a boredom.
greaT mannnnn!!!!


some photos taken this afternoon.

claudya is better when she got her hair ponytail :)

holaaa !!!







IT's me LOL.







MALAAMM SEMUA :)

I LOVE THE FUN

holaaaa.!

today.
solaria.
hahha.

it was just so delightly nice @ the beginning.



and turns to the nightmare suddenly


YOU HURT ME

my obsessionsssss ;) (lots of ss )

i just wrapped up in all my secret task to do :)

yeah.
today is moiras bday.
hope he woll be just okey . :)

and always have a great determine for his dream..
go go go.
you can do it !!!

i love canon so much :)
i am trying extra extra hard to afford it right now :) yeah.
but i have lots of disdainful feeling in me.
can i do it ?
but it's still my decent admiration.
and still one!
again,secret.hahaahahhhahhaha.

enough for today.
i need for my shower now.

P.s: I am wondering about eveline cinthia stella ivan and so on bla bla trips to pante. So nice will it be! yeah :)

let's head for the new one .

today i have my hair cut.
not really short.
but shorter than before.

yesterday was the last day for The Un.
and so far i had done it reallly welll..


days are passing so fast and it is nearer to the date when i will start my driving course. wish me luck yeah :)

excelso is just good.




my really just only one muse : SECRET.


andd..
48 days to go ! ( BALI ) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!