my great muse

hey hey.
back again.
bum tingling through the time.

i checked tmz and i found this.
yes right.she has rehab herself .back to her galm-self haha.




keep it up riri :)


ohh.
i have a mountainous of unfinished work.
- my UAN sheets shit..
-tuitions homework.


i have to stop typing about these.

they smother me.


this morning,
i joined my family gathering
yes.it was CHENG BENG.
you know,it is done annually ,to visit your ancestors and to pray for good.

some kind of that.bet you know that.
:)

i woke up at 4 this morning !

GAHH.
but it's just okey since i went home at 11 after that having my delicately-really-fresh -3 hours-shower and take a long long long nap.

now,
the problem is,
i have to get some coffee.
I can't closed my eyes.

okey.
thats all.
bak to my sheetss again.



DADAH .

audaciously great baby .

SEANSON'S MUST HAVE
based on www.style.com

1)something faux.
STELLA McCARTNEY seves it best. her preppy look-alike-leather jacket !

2)over-the-knee boots.
still not available in indons.maybe next few years? Miu Miu has it.

3)something sexy
not the glamorous sexy.but i consider it as elegantly sexy .here we can see from
the emphasis of shilouette.

4)color .
hot color.electric blue. lovely glammy pink .wow.

5)Something drapped.
Givenchy , Yves Saint Laurent ,Lanvin and Prada will make you feel like Greek queen
but I more adore D'squared one.

6) something studded.
studded boots.oh .well.

SELF DEPRECIATING

SELF DEPRECIATING

iang artinya menertawakan diri sendiri.
merendahkan diri sendiri secara sadar, by ourselves
karena kesalahan kita.

kadang kadang kita semua terlalu angkuh.
trlalu gengsi atau high untuk mengakui kesalahan kita.

okeh.
semua masalah di dunia ini ,dari masalah besar seperti global warming ,famine ,global crisis,nuclir attacks , plundering ,unemployed dan masih banyak lagi
akan dengan bgitu mudah diselesaikan dengan kepala dingin tanpa keangkuhan.
and a little percents from SELF DEPRECIATING

okeh.
itu sekian iang aku mau bilang.
mungkin agag agag kepo ia.
haha.
i feel like its my good intention to let people know this

AND I'M STILL DEFINITELY IN BLUE.

good nite all . :)

AHHHHH!!!

WHERE IS MY CALCULATOR ?
i cannot do anything without you darling !
back to me soon .!
gaahh.
missing you my calculator.

a girl in a supercrucial need of you,
ellora.

i don't want to be a kind of snort.

here's a picture yesterday.



hey hey dear.
smoochies

i got a bad cough yesterday.
on the way to recovery.ough.

i'm very busy these days .
work on the UAN pre test papers.
doing maths all day.
geez.

do all of you something about crude strawberry seed ?( you know the little ones inside the berries )
if it has been dried.you can snack it !
wow.
awsome.


okey.
i don't have any topic to be talk about so i'll concern on a dining place
ysterday.
i tried trattoria.
the place was soo romantic with shades of candle .
and its a bit dimp.

but the food is not in my criteria.

first,they have to curtail their portion in each plate.
To my amazement ,it was full all the plate that I left half of that.

second,Italians food is extremely not my taste.
I don't know why.



now i'm dawdling my time .browsing ,chewing bubbles, i can't stand on working my maths and physics for long hours.
I need someone help.
haha.

okey thats all for today dear.

exude a better life :)

hey there.
almost one week since my last post.
haha.

days were so good.
and some were frantically gruesome yet tiring :(

finally back again with my boy.
okey.
he was not so so so blameworthy ,that resulted we back again.
lets try again dear :)

regret for didn't join ivan birthday bash @ tong's
gahh.
again.tuition hinder me to.

currently watching Confessions of a Shopaholic.
" Do you speak prada ? "

haha.
now i'm wathing fashion tv.Yves Saint Laurent just brewed up with the new collection :)
nice.
but not affordable .haha.
see ya !

PS:
I want a piece of bread talk's cheese cake NOW ):
starving..

I'm kinda too altuistic yet too puzzled?

hey.
i come back again.
today is really a downright tedious day.

but today i have coveted some wishes.
wishes again,yet waiting to be granted.hehe.

-my own credit card and i swear not to spend it un-wisely.
well i don't want to be a spendthrift haha.

-a new wallpaper to be paste and festoon my house.
haha =)

well,these upcoming days will be so BUSY for me.
to thrive for my next term score.
to get excell in my UAN mark.

maybe i can't get sometimes to write my dear dear bloggy.
haha.
;)

see you soon yeh ! =)

On the road to recovery

yeah.
i feel much better now.
thx to my darlings .
you cheer me up guys !
haha rock.awsome.

yestrday was a preety boredom.
4 tuitions to be done every sturday.
mountainous of assignments.

gahh.
can't get ride of it.

and the night was so fabulous dear !
I ,moiras,finni,george,ricky kp ,eka ,rudy and vero celebrating the White day
at lembur kuring .hehe.nice.
but we didn't have any picture .maybe next time ;)
after that all of us except rudy'gf went to cemara.
visit finni new house .love how the house inside and outside.
hahaa. just about 5 minutes.george n finni relationship is known by both finni parents and they seems agree. I don't know when mine will make a NOD to me.

haha.
next,drive rkp home @ swissbel and went to cmbridge.
moiras wanted to buy the car parfume.
so aftr that moirs brought me home..

oh.
nice days.

And this one makes me to love my boy more and more (:




A sweet bouquet of red maroon roses from moiras.Gorgeous . It smells good :)


tadaaaa.
gonna have to sleep now !
bye bye girls !

Price does the matter ,madam.

I wonder if i can changed myself to an INTERPID and BOLD girl just like i'm before.
but now i love to huddle my feet round waiting for nothing .
I know i would rather go for a meet with my friends,wallowing with them than just like a little paralyzed puppet,waiting to be played.

but it's a week ago.
I'm definitely still in blue.

I feel i'm not being appreciated anymore.
they seems to keep pressured me.

those dreams i want could never be granted.

the feeling is like a fabulous eminent renowned guy ,falling into a condition that seems too OBSCURE.
nobody knows the guy.
the guy is just a nondescript stuff among the stars.

yeah.
like this ,like that,like these,like those.
nothing else i can say.

inevitably denied.

i'm still into blue today.
I don't know what is happening to me right now.

I sometimes blame myself scornfully
it is like i don't have any motivation spirits to enjoy all the day.

I have get enough than i need now.
but why i'm feel like kinda idiot like this.

enough for today.

P.S.
lady gaga is deliriously one-that-i-loved
enjoy this :)

Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady Gaga

AVANT GARDE !

I'm jam-packed with bad emotions this morning.
because of that bloody headache maybe i think?
haha.
and good grave for today.
I'm formaly accepted as Miss anita student.
so i will start the lesson this saturday.
very very many tuitions on satudrday.
damn.

added friends to join to the BALI.
george ,aput and fh will join .
and we all cheer deliberately.haha.

Megan Fox was fined for a case in the parking lot .11 march.
wow.
this kindly shows theat there's no any big diffrence between them and us (:
CELEBS juga manusia .haha.

okey.enough for today.
have to get my nap soon.
nice day ,my dears (:

wishes that never be too long :)

I wish I could get about 6 kilos drop.
I wish I could get cured from this ashamed full disease.( top priority )
I wish my hair grow longer and thicker.
I wish I can get that preppy bag.
I wish that i can get those exquisite dresses,clothes.
I wish I could get 3 inches higher.
I wish i have a better mark.
I wish i pass the ASEAN test ( well this one will need much work !)
I wish i can drive to school to everywhere by my own soon.
I wish i can have my own car soon.
I wish i can have to fly to bali tomorrow.
I wish i can be an independent girl now.
I want to get a better self reliance,self confidence,being trusted,hardworking,
and cheering all over the time.

I WISH I JUST CAN MAKE MY BOTH PARENTS PROUD OF ME.
IT'S EVERYTHING.

starting to say MONTE CARLO!

hey.
great days everyone.here's some candids yesterday.
haha.
preety fun.
love the mango sorbet ( just know to pronounce it "sorbei" .thx to claudya. haha)
oh yes and must try solaria soon.

VAN WILDER2 was freakin nice yesterday.
hey .
but it was a very long time movie .bout 3 years ago.
just playing @ sun 21?
they must get their film movements quite bigger steps soon i think (:

after that hving some walks.shop on nice skirt. and ofcourse because it is hi-waist.
haha.

okey .thats all for today.
haha.
geez.my boy score is increasing madly ! great dear :)






























okey.
i will reveal something that seems so-bad-vicious facts of me today !

okey.
first.
my mark is in a very low grade now.okey trying to improve it but haha how?
I'm too far too be said disdainful of myself.far from being said proud of myself.
dreaming to have a rustic life ! where having a deteriorating mark is just OK .
hah.i can just be dreaming.

second.
I found some misconnections( maybe should we call it typing caligraphy errors ?)with my friends this morning.
wondering why.

I'm nothing without you my dear.

i took this pictures of mine.
self timer.
55 minutes after i awake.
exactly.
haha. I'm kinda ridiculuous this morning.
haha.

I had some splash this evening.
at a pool.
my mom asked for the one @ aryaduta.
but i reminded her that aryaduta pool is not oper for public.
haha.

so i had it @ emerald.
preety nice.

after that I had dinner @ jimbaran.
haha.
Talking about jimbaran ,reminds me with BALI
ohh.can't wait soon. bali with friends ! will be nice .!


ohh yes.
here's a candid shot.
my sister are having something.but i forget what it was.haha



look @ the lemon tea. They had a unique by putting a long long thick leaves at each glass.haha .funny.

IT'S A TO MAZING !

1).
first row left to right :
-hi waist pale grey skirt -topshop
-all day dresses nautical blue - topshop
-hi waist pants - topshop
-tunic dress - topshop
-ankle platform shoes - topshop
- LOMO !
MY WISHLIST ON MARCH.there's no topshop at medan.Those items are to die.for.
My muses now.hv to get the fabulous stuffs.
2).
oh.DAISY LOWE.DAISY is just the one that i peep n styled so much from her.haha. HUGE FAN I AM !
3).
GUCCI RTW SPRING/SUMMER 09. look at the satin dress.so glam so chic for a cocktail party don't you think so ? AGREE with me! haha
4).

If I'm not mistaken. Lauren Conrad owns the preppy skirt.Isn't she?

5).

I'd kill for the effortless bowler.ohh fedoraa. GUCCI RTW SPRING /SUMMER 09



6).

MILITARY BLAZER. TO DIE.FOR.

7).
MICHELLE OBAMA. She looks alluring doesn't she? Nice Fuschia madam.
US VOGUE MARCH 09.


8).

LILY DONALDSON for UK VOGUE MARCH 09.

9).

I have read Sophie kinsella 3 plots of novels.
and i say this is a must watch movie ! haha

IT ENDS. I'M TRYING TO GET OVER IT. BUT IT 'LL BE DIFFICULT FOR ME .DEAR.

i am single now.
i am wishing that I am happily taken until this moment.

but now?
what?
why must it ends like this?

i can't still belive it until now.
i'm shocked.frustrated.

Our hearts meets on 9 December
and ends ( I still can't believe it ends dear.miserable.tregedic.disaster. )
7 march

I just want you to know.
I'll always missing you ,dear ,love you.
thank you so much for the nice days we 've been through.
thank you .
you will find companion that is better for you,

Vincent Moiras

NICE DAY MISSES !

this is my candid with patricia.
haha.
kind of fun.
holding jatmiko drinkin stuff.
( he teased me .so i confiscated his ! )
haha.
yesterday was preety cool.
taken picture with form teacher.
but it's not-so-nice because we left out our 2 class members.
one KJ kambing n aditya.
aditya was sick.
but jatmiko i didn't know the reasons.
well.although he is too annoying.(haha) but still our class picture never be completed without him.

after that the noon session.having chit chats at cinthia's.
and not long after that my boy knockin the window.tellin' me the BAD accident.
OKEY . THAT's so fine.so HE won't be dared to skip the classes again.


okeh.uda mau pigi les inih.
haha.
SENIN ngag masuk ! rencana pigi cambridge bareng temen.
okey.we 'll see what next.HOORAYS!

DEFINITELY ME.

apakah kmu pernah terluka ketika seorng iang kmu cintai itu mlakukan sesuatu iang seharusny tidak pantas dilakukannya?
dan tlambat sudah.
dia sudh mlakukannya.
dan aku tinggal meratapinya.

okey.
but those miserable dumb days were gone.
NOW STARTS TO FACE THE NEW ONE.
NO FEARS TO BE AFRAID OF.
COUNT ON YOURSELF.
BE INDEPENDENT.
FACE THE OBSTACLES OF LIFE WITH SMILE AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE .

SAFE AND SOUND.


P.S : I wanna change my template . besok saja lahh.haha =)
MALAM !

FINALLY IT COMES ,GIRLS :)

this morning .MR RUDI came to my class.
he said that tomorrow @ the first session our class ( IX-01) will be taken a class photograph.
i'm amazed.
A class big photograph?
It means we will be leaving this third year secondary class.
WOW.
I just felt like i've been just a brand new student @ sutomo.
But how come it's have been so fast?
I mean,it's like sudden.
nothing at all.We are going to change our dark navy skirts into the new one with the pale grey colour.
too fast .huh?
starting this moment.I will capture all .
my besties having chit chats.gossiping.the food @ class.the smell.the sense.the scent.Punish by third yr sec teachers will more feel like burst of enjoy and fun right now.
because we will not be that same anymore.
SO ENJOY EVERY MOMENT .
IT WILL BE COMING SOON :) OUR GRADUATION,
our laughs and tears.ups and downs.
THOSE WILL MAKE US MATURER . =)




LOVE YOU GUYS :)
STUDY HARD FOR THE UN .EVERYONE MUST PASS !!

I just wanna be like this. never change :)

Lets' talk bout yesterday.
sups.
after having tests, yes biology.
going to sun.
me with my friends and patricia darling driving .
( hey girl,congrats for ur driving licence!I 'll get it soon too :))

having lunch @ esteler 77.
yummy BAKSO.
haha. almost 2 years not eating them.

we watched MIRRORS.
OKey.this is serious. I am not recommended you to watch this kinda movie.
you know . It's a remake .And a remake movies are ABSOLUTELY not good watching.
( I agreed with Claudya.cross out fingers girl ! :) )

I met cinthia ,eveline and stella @ sun .
they are my besties now :)

ehm.
after that badly self wrecked by STOMACH ACHE.
I harshly guaranteed this is because of starbucks chocolatee chip cream coffee.
It's thick,sweet,and have a lil bit sour taste.

OWH.
I sipped it togerther with moiras.
but He didn't feel any !

wois.wois.bidadadududum !

tadi ujian mandarin .
haha.
mau tau hasilny?
CRAP ! salah 2 !
selalu begitu selalu begitu.
missing those old days nearly perfect :(

yuhuuw.
bsok tinggal biologi.
AH GAMPANG
bukan mau sok
kenyataan sayang .
haha.
bsok habis itu mau jalan jalan
mau ntn antara MIRRORS atau SUPERHEROES MOVIE.
kita nantikan besok.


oh ia.
I missed to write here 1 day.
haha.
ehm.
minggu.it's a big turning point for me.
papa ku sama aku ke royal sumatra
tepat nya aku belajar mobil di situ.
bah.
awalny hancur kali.
hampir nabrak rumah orang .hho.
untung.
habis itu keliling royal.
ada 3 jam gitu lah.
haha.
belok situ belok sini da bisa.atrek susah ! damn ! kalo atrek selalu nabrak.
haha.
okey.
thats all dear.
SEE YOU. I WILL HAVE FUN TOMORROW !