Price does the matter ,madam.

I wonder if i can changed myself to an INTERPID and BOLD girl just like i'm before.
but now i love to huddle my feet round waiting for nothing .
I know i would rather go for a meet with my friends,wallowing with them than just like a little paralyzed puppet,waiting to be played.

but it's a week ago.
I'm definitely still in blue.

I feel i'm not being appreciated anymore.
they seems to keep pressured me.

those dreams i want could never be granted.

the feeling is like a fabulous eminent renowned guy ,falling into a condition that seems too OBSCURE.
nobody knows the guy.
the guy is just a nondescript stuff among the stars.

yeah.
like this ,like that,like these,like those.
nothing else i can say.