in this little fellow heart, i cry.

miserable baby.
I wish i can just skip these days dear.without hearing anything that intended to hurt me baby.why.all what i've expected never come to me..
my heart throbbed in pain.
disappointed.
they are acting like a venomous little wicky things.
i just want to snap them away from me.

I JUST WANT TO SAY THE DISPUTE WON'T SOLVE A THING.
I BROKE INTO TEARS.

WAITING TO BE HEARD.
I JUST WISH I HAVE ANOTHER ALTER-EGO SO I CAN FORGET THOSE F**KING SHIT THINGS.

I AM NOT STURDY ENOUGH TO HOLD MYSELF ON.

MY FAILURE.
MY DEBILITATION.
THE IRONY.


AH.
I NEED A SOLEMN.
A TIME.
A " BE GRATEFUL " WISH.

WITH MASSIVE CHANGES TOWARDS THE BETTER FUTURE.

I HOPE....